If you’re talking about me, I’m not complaining. I’m just trying to bring out the person that you really are. Don’t get me wrong, you’re a great person. But after I apparently “ditched” an event that was MY CHOICE not to go, it’s all been hatred towards me, and not going to weekly things, which was ALSO MY CHOICE, not to go, it’s still has been you making me feel guilty. I had a feeling that this would happen this summer and really I’m not really surprised or that affected by it. This is the last week I’m gonna talk about this, because hopefully you’ll get the point by now. Don’t expect me to be all happy go lucky when I see you, because I know you’re gonna fake a smile when you see me.
Sick of having negative people and negative things surround my life and bring me down. It’s time to get rid of those and keep the things that make me happy, and FIND the things that make me happy and not shit like that get to me.
I don’t really forgive people I just pretend like its ok and wait for my opportunity to destroy them